I find myself again in a place of mental crisis. The job is not going poorly, it’s me that is doing poorly. I have dropped down to part-time, which, on one hand, will be more manageable, but puts me back in a financial situation that makes it difficult to survive, let alone thrive.
I feel like a failure. I wonder what magic pill the doctors can give me to make me someone completely different than how I am.
Depression has taken hold of me, and I don’t want to feel like this.
I should have deleted this, but if it starts a conversation, maybe I’ll feel better.